Disappointments.

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Things happen. Maybe it wasn’t the right time. Don’t rush these things. These r all the sayings we hear all the time when it comes to things being postponed or set back. We try our best to deal with setbacks as best we can, sum can handle and upset more than others, others give up. Like today for example, I was supposed to go down an take my Asvab test. Now because of a setback my test has been postponed until next week. Nice. A test I’ve been studying for 2 years and failed 4 times. A test that will not only change my life but change who’s in my life, my surroundings, me entirely. And yet here I am. Still sitting in my room. Trying to deal with it.

But in hind site, I have a lot to contribute to this set. It’s giving me more time to familiarize myself with what I’m testing on. I have experience of my past to my advantage this go around. No more mistakes. Next Tuesday it is. I’ll be ready.

Having a super powered gf 0_o

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What would it be like to have a super powered girlfriend? Don’t act like u haven’t thought about it. Having a chick in ur corner that could throw fist with the likes of superman and hancock any day would be a fantasy come true for many comic buffs and sci fi(oh excuse me, Sy fi) nuts. I wouldn’t mind honestly but u would have to cancel out being the “man” of the house. Like ur super powered girlfriend would basically be the man of the relationship and she would remind u every time she has to rescue u from her super powered enemies every other day because their going to kidnap u often. Sad I know, and don’t get me started on how awkward reminiscing will be. Imagine every other talk about old times has sumthing to do with “hey do u remember when u saved me from” or “I remember the time I was held hostage by Docter ButtonMouth and ” and so on and so on. Basically u would be accounting to ur girlfriends awesomeness all the time.

On the upside, if ur a submissive guy and can get around those minor grips, ur relationship with a super powered girlfriend has its many perks. For instance, if ANYONE gets in ur face, she can just throw them 7 states away with one hand. She’s bound to be “super aroused”, and by “super aroused” I mean really horned up often. That’s my logic lol. Anyway u can guarantee that the sex will be explosive, nonstop and filled with u having a crushed pelvis. Eh, it evens itself out I think. U decide.

Choices, what to do what to do.

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As of this writing, I’m in a bit of a decision dump. I’m looking to join up in the military soon, and I can decide whether its gonna be Army or Navy…….. ok don’t give me that look, the military is a great way for me to make sumthing of myself. No I dont wanna fight, no I don’t wanna join because I played Socom and Metal Gear all my life and yes it is a personal thing for every person who said id never amount to anything in life. It’s what I want to do. Period. But the issue at hand is this which branch?

As with anything there r pros and cons. The Army, to my understanding is the biggest branch there is, with far more mos opportunities and good training. The Navy has better equipment when it comes to tech savvy ppl who want know how to make rockets out of rocks:p. I’m joking, but they do have a technological advantage, and I luvs me sum technology. Both branches offer the Montgomery GI college money, both branches offer officer school. And to me, both offer extensive computer tech training, sumthing I want to study by the way. Those r definate pros. The cons r, I hate the Navy uniform. The one wither the bell bottoms, ugh. Dude I’m not into the snuggness of those pants one bit. Another is… water. A lot of times ur a seaman waiting for ur rating(navy jobs) to become available. Nu uh. Me and large bodies of water dont cope. I’d be freaked out.

Now when it comes to the Army, everything about them is drawing me that much closer to signing there papers instead. I only hate that……. wait. Come to think of it, there isn’t anything I hate about the Army:). Well then….. um.. Army it is then lol.

A new year, a new me.

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For anyone who knows me, knows I’ve never been much of an achiever at anything. Heck I didn’t even get my Ged until I was 23. I was a slacker in every sense of the word, my life was a waiting game for handouts and slim chances. And u know what? For a long time, I was ok with that. See I was one of those troubled youths who lost his dad way before he even died, I felt the world owed me a big freaking appology, and since it didn’t, I was a slouch about it. Didn’t care about tomorrow, my future, my education, nothing. Those were my younger years, between 15 and 18. A lot of hurt, alot of pain and a whoooole lot of anger resided in these veins. But like I said, those were younger days, and with age should come maturity. In that prospective I became very mature once my 20’s hit me. That and homelessness. I’m 25 now and I can tell u life is a bitch sumtimes.

Forgive me for the language, I don’t even like to curse anymore, must be that whole maturity thing I mentioned. Anyway, it took me to lose all but my life to get it that I’ve made sum bad choices growning up. I mean don’t get me wrong, everyone does, its apart of life. But man, I really was an underachiever. In school, in church, in bed with gf’s, I was an underachiever. So sad I know. With all that, 2010 is my year to thrive. To live. To be great at everything that I do. I’m young, I’m verile. I have dreams and goals and desires that have yet to be met, but this is the year I achieve them and set my goals even higher. It’s by the grace of God that I’m even still here after 2:34pm of last December on the day of the 21st. It’s no mistake that I still am here. So with that, let’s get it 2010, its me and u.

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